There is a difference between dreaming and reality for most of us. Yet in these past weeks, my dreams are creating a reality of their own in such a wonderful way, it lingers throughout my day to day business. By doing so I am dreaming my reality in a totally different manner because I am in tune with the invisible world that is not seen by everyone. My dream last night was a great example.
I was walking hand in hand with my beloved at the camping in France at Lac de Bairon. We were greeted by a group of people we have come to know over the past 30 years. They welcomed us with open arms, at least that was my first impression. They gave me warm embraces and telling me how sorry they are for my loss. I noticed Herman walking down to the waterline and was surprised to realize they were only seeing me. For to me, he was as real as ever and the situation was confronting as well confirming. Walking between the lines of the different dimensions enabled me to be aware of his presence as real as ever, yet not for everyone to see. This is something that made me realize as well as how different people are experiencing their reality as well the way people react to me from their perspective.
Falling in love is like a free fall, you lose all your normal perspective just by looking at someone, each changes around you, you have trouble breathing normally, your heart pounds and you get butterflies in your stomach.
The feeling can be overwhelming, almost intoxicating, or it can be like a deep resonance, ringing in your ears and feeling the rhythm between two souls, beating as one.
This topic is linked with betrayal if you take a look at all those synonym explanations. It has been played out I think, as old as humanity is after the split when the duality became the norm in our world.
Like cheating, breach of trust, the wounds that are inflicted are deeply felt and hurtful. It has many consequences for all parties concerned no doubt. So what is causing this kind of treachery, the deceit of the ones you love and have your trust. Is it lack of self-worth, self-love and self-respect that makes someone decide to start a web of lies. Root cause of all of the double-dealing is apparently fear of being loved, yet not able to love oneself deeply.
This word frontier as the theme of the Month was resonating, yet it wasn’t clear yet what it would bring up. It’s the final frontier was also the first phase of a television series called Star Trek. I have been watching these movies and the theme song always was deeply felt. The words are calling out to my heart and soul as well the words that come with the final frontier. It’s been a long road. To explore strange new worlds. To seek out new life and new civilizations. To boldly go where no man has gone before. I think it was appealing to a lot of people not just at the time they were released. It still is compelling to many people all around the world. It shows how we like to explore beyond the borders and boundaries as a human race. Yet if we take a closer look, it appeals to the heart and soul as well.
Actually, the question was, what beauty can you see right now? What is working for you? Realizing it is in the smallest things, like fresh water in my tap. A bed to sleep in and a safe home to stay in. This is probably the one thing I am the most grateful for. Having the luxury of my own apartment.
The beauty lies hidden in the walls, the paintwork on the doors and ceilings. The perfect flooring, we chose together before we moved in. It is in the love all this was accomplished by a group of people who haven’t met each other before.
Someone is assigned to not only hear your heart’s song but will strum your heartstrings melodically. Listen with your heart.”
― Sanjo Jendayi
When I was reading up about what strum means to me, it struck me like a chord and resonated deep within with this quote that showed up. The feeling of the love I have known for the biggest part of my life, was exactly this. Someone is assigned to not only hear your heart’s song but will strum your heartstrings melodically. What a truth this is, as well knowing what happens when the melody shifts with false notes as well and the strings of my heart were playing a different tune. Listen with your heart is a major issue when it seemingly needs to get damaged. Hurt and emotional wounds cause discord when the one who is assigned to you is out of balance. We all know this sense and feeling. It is something that requires a lot from us to keep listening with our heart. Knowing with a deep trust it will all be well, because it is done by the one who is assigned to not just heart’s song yet will strum the strings with harmony and melody.
Listening to the wind blazing outside I am trying to find the inner silence.
Within my heart to hear the words to come forth in order to be expressed.
My sense of belonging as well not being in the here and now
Are in a constant flux and in charge of my mindset as well emotions.
What is it that wants to come to the forth and needs to be addressed
Other than the words that came to my attention just now.
Go beyond the horizon of the unknown. Without a doubt this is a challenging experience for most of us. Not just going on a trip, explore new worlds and countries. Meeting other people and smell the differences within cultures. It is also about a mindset. Open minded is a necessity. Not a luxury. To go beyond all you are familiar with and know, is challenging. For those who call themselves world trotters, adventurers, travelers across the oceans and seas, climbing the highest mountains this will be easy. They thrive on the challenges and the experiences to achieve the goals they have set for themselves. Others are happy within the comfort of their home, their town or village and are not eager to leave their familiar surroundings.
The little nudges or whispers that you receive are the ones you easily miss. These are the important messages you receive from deep within. Either you call it the angels whispering, or the nudges from your own intuition, inner knowing, these little messages are worth paying attention to.
Since they always lead you in a direction that your mind is not always ready to perceive, or your ego isn’t ready to hear. The more you become aware of these subtle messages, and follow up, the more you become aware of the message it holds for you. Then, you learn to trust them.
This full Moon is a special one, where the emotions are running high. For me, the absence of my beloved in my day to day life here on this planet is felt with a lot of different feelings. Where the emotions differ from day to day and sometimes from moment to moment. There are days where his love and presence is felt throughout the day in messages that are being brought through the veil. It might be the Heron standing along the waterside close by our home. Other times it comes through a song, or a word, or simply between my breath when I inhale and consciously exhale. In between those, his love and energy are always felt. Then there is this other part of staying behind on this plane.
