Sometimes people want you to perform and deliver your best effort, in order to challenge you to do the best you can. When this is out of love, it will be not just a challenge, it is also about trust for the best interest they have in you. I think we all know those attempts to perform, one way or the other. In so many areas there is this demand to perform in something you are not always comfortable in. We know how to excel in those we are good at, comes naturally, or gained through hard work and perseverance. In this case, it is about writing an article about the topic Perform which includes performance as well the need to be able to deliver something worth reading.
Waking up this morning my mom came to mind. What was more a memory of an incident that happened
over 9 years ago? She was hit by a stroke, not able to speak, and extremely ill. I was with her while this
happened and all I could see was the fear in her eyes. Not able to move, not able to vocalize, trapped in
her body. It also was like a kind of, what would have happened if nobody had been there. This moment
in time came back in like a boomerang.
2 souls came together in this lifetime, each with a different role to play, yet solely to create awareness
and consciousness about the energy that creates fear, hate, as well the ultimate option to choose for
freedom and love on a world scale. It takes a lot of courage on both sides to play the roles they were
committed to, by soul contract.
Thinking about the meaning of this word, described as unique, uniqueness, it also brings up the word
authenticity to me. It also tells something about one specific person not a group, or one object not more
than one. So, to state I AM is singular, to express my own signature, my own uniqueness as a soul, as a
person, as a woman. I AM is giving the meaning to all that I AM. To express my own consciousness and
awareness. To stand out, to dare to be different as well part of the whole.
You only can be aware of your surroundings, If you are fully present in the now moment. Only then you
can sense the present energy, that is coming from those around you as well. How do you address your
ability in any type of situation you are finding yourself in? What does it take to be able to sense the
energy field and be able to connect with the emotional body as well as the mental and physical bodies? The
aura around someone is not visible for everyone, you have to be able to sense it with your other senses.
As well, your ability to read the layers that you feel is part of the whole in all its complexity.
Now I can hear you say, what kind of space are we talking about, the inner space or the out there space.
To me, these are connected always. Because the minute I feel the turmoil within myself caused by
emotions, I notice it’s the effect in my surroundings as well. The attention that is drawn within to deal with the
upcoming emotions, and most of the time the more heavy ones, I cannot bring it in at the same time in
my outer environment. The light energy caused by happiness, joy, laughter, and love is making every
task light and pleasant to fulfil. Yet the minute the energy comes with frustration, sorrow, pain even, will
make it all the harder even to start with the normal day to day routine.
You can see the vision of the high ground
And still, feel the emotions of disappointment.
It will be something to be dealt with as well
The feelings of love and compassion.
Each time in space you have been wounded
By neglect or just simply abandonment
You can reason and release the discomfort.
Yet the emotions over the past lives
That hasn’t been healed will be addressed
In your emotional body as well.
You were being put in my care
And loved me from day one.
You gave me so much of your love
And unconditional attention.
You were a special assistant during
Some very difficult months in my Life.
Your eyes always on me as my companion
With a heart of Gold and a happy spirit.
This was the question Cedar Branches asked the group to write a little comment on to place on this page
in this Mystical Masters Group. Well I wrote a lot the past couple of weeks in my favorite place on this
continent to go on holiday, the region of the Ardennen in the North-Eastern part of France, close to
Belgium and Luxemburg. A region that has been tormented by 2 big world wars and many people lost
their lives in those hills.
We all are trapped within our illusions on a day to day perception of what would be appropriate.
Awakening and awareness are two companions in this process of clearing deep within the cells
Of our Beingness.
To become fully aware it is necessary to go inward to see, feel and touch what emotions are being stirred before you can start the process of clearing and cleansing of fear. For the opposite of fear is love.
So needless to say it is quite an undertaking we are being faced as a human being.
It all depends also on perception which starts with us first. What do we value, what qualities
do we have to recreate this balance?