We all have been there. The confusion that arises when decisions are being made and people forget to inform you about it. It is like a sword that cuts both ways. It can be caused because the other party has forgotten to bring you up to speed. Or the other one isn’t willing to bring you up to speed along the way of the process. Either they are processing within their minds and they don’t show you the steps that have been taken along the way, or they don’t want the interference and come up with the conclusion or decision they have made. It can cause a lot of miscommunication when this happens. We all like to be kept in the loop when it comes to sharing information when there are things that need to be done. It is something we are being taught often when we grow up in our family. Not every family is about opening up and sharing. It also depends if you are a chronic talker or more the quiet one to process your own emotions before you can share what is bothering you.
I have come to a point in my life I have to face the reality of the illusion that I have held for so long. This departure of my loved one is making every illusion I had to crumble to the very core of my being. Since we met there have been struggles and issues to work through and this had not so much to do with our relationship as with his background and family. Of course, this was bringing in issues as well between the two of us caused by patterns and learned behaviour. We learned along the way how to make this work to our advantage, making all the differences become challenges and learning steps. The love we share is strong and solid and kept us moving through many difficult times. Now, this is a moment in our life we had to let go of this strong connection in a physical sense. Which brings up new challenges to work with.
Mixed feelings, who don’t have them. We all are familiar with the moments we are starting something new, from a new way of living. Or from a new start to make, or the first time we undertake a new adventure, small or big. Stepping out of the normal, into a new experience. Not always chosen, and not always from a happy place. The more when it is connected with the loss of someone loved dearly. Not always caused by death, also by divorce in any way or form.
This is one of these days I feel the tug in my Heart, bringing up energy of different emotions. It is a little bit of sorrow, a few tears who want to well up in my eyes. It is a lot of a wave of Love, the way I know I feel for my beloved, feeling and sensing his energy around me as well within.
There has been said a lot about the core of something, the core of the matter. Yet about the core of our inner being, is a different way of looking at yourself. Now, this is not something we are being taught at school. Maybe in some schools with a different perspective, more tuned into the spiritual ways of life.
We all are aware of the change of this year, it is coming to an end, which opens a New year for many to celebrate. We all are engaged one way or another, sending each other the best wishes and love for a new year to come. For those living on their own, it may be challenging times these past few weeks.
Thinking about the ones we had to see our goodbyes too. Or those who are no longer part of our lives anymore. Some moved to another city or a different country. Others just remain in their own place, while you moved away.
Movement is something connected with this changing of our calendar year in the western world. We don’t all have the same dates to celebrate or give thanks for the year that has passed.
This is some kind of core issue within humanity, which creates a sense of negative feelings in the emotional setting. Every dispute or discussion leads to this sense when parties are not coming together in a way, they can hear the message. Instead to react in a way, of being misjudged, not being heard or seen.
When our soul relates to the crystals and the planet, there will be a magnetic pull between them. In fact, there is a knowingness, the moment we enter this material world in our human form. The way we are being raised and which belief systems are implemented will definitely have an impact on it. When the soul has had many earthly experiences through different lifetimes, the connection will be felt in a more esoteric matter.
Like planting seeds in the ground, you have an expectation of what you think might happen to occur. This is the case with thoughts as well. Yet when we take a step back, in order to bring in a seed of thought, without expectation, it might sprout in a totally unexpected way. The way we relate to each other is coloured by the expectations we have how it will be. The hope or the need to want to change the interaction, or just talk your truth, is depending on this. For it is all about energy. Love creates freedom as well. For every individual to understand or integrate with some messages they receive.
Someone mentioned this week they were taking too much clutter in their home, it needed to be cleared and sorted out. It clicked instantly in my head, for I know the inside and outside are connected like twins. So, to speak about the clutter in a material sense has always some kind of counterpart internally. Usually, we can see it reflected in the way people are hoarders or filling up their homes with lots of stuff. Or just the opposite, people who like it all neat and tidy, everything in place.