Philosophy

Letting go of the old patterns, even if they are not mine, to begin with, is sometimes easier said than done. Especially when these are not triggered over a longer period of time. Yet to emerge when pain and sorrow are a common factor caused by the transition of a loved one. When it comes to organising and planning with more than one sibling, can open up old emotional wounds. Because sorrow is such a raw place, it also turns our inner world upside down. We feel vulnerable and are being asked to step up to the plate within. Leaning on or being depending on the love and presence of the loved one will open up the fears and anxiety that lies hidden.

Funny how words create experiences or assumptions as well for that matter. Just thinking about the word Kingdom, the meaning it holds for me. Then first thing which came up, is my kingdom comes. Which has a whole different type of energy to it. I was just brewing on the word Kingdom, and for the first time this came up. My Home is My Castle. Yet not as in the sense of the Middle Ages, or as masculine it used to be. My Castle holds both King and Queen, equally sitting together and reigning my own inner world. They only apply one tool to hold and embrace this sacred space within myself, that is Love.

It is defined in many different ways and has a positive as well negative sound to it regarding the way people perceive it. If you take a look at the way someone might be dancing through life with no care in the world, the word whimsical springs to mind. It is also the way people can tap into their fantasy world, or rather live in the fantasy world then the harsh 3D reality.

We see a lot of communities that feel connected to the fairy world, the fairy tale stories. There are being held conventions even to bring them together, dressed up in a way that’s different from the down to earth ways.

What is truly yours will be revealed

This sentence from a card I was presented with, triggered my interest as well my curiosity. Because I have been given form to my life for the past 2 years to my best ability. Recovering from the transition and departure of my love in my material world. It took deep breathes at times in the early morning hours to be grateful for the new day. Yet it wasn’t deep to linger long that sensation. It was also the way my body reacts to stimuli and pressure over a longer period of time. So for me this is my way of coping and dealing with the high sensitivity on physical as well the energy patterns around. The past few years a lot has shifted and changed on a more global plane as well.