You were being put in my care
And loved me from day one.
You gave me so much of your love
And unconditional attention.
You were a special assistant during
Some very difficult months in my Life.
Your eyes always on me as my companion
With a heart of Gold and a happy spirit.
Each Soul knows what to choose for the highest good
Each soul knows what to choose for the highest lesson
or experience to take up in a lifetime. To think otherwise or take it for granted will create another gap between people in their perspective of being awakened or spiritual awareness.
Actually, the question was, what beauty can you see right now? What is working for you? Realizing it is in the smallest things, like fresh water in my tap. A bed to sleep in and a safe home to stay in. This is probably the one thing I am the most grateful for. Having the luxury of my own apartment.
The beauty lies hidden in the walls, the paintwork on the doors and ceilings. The perfect flooring, we chose together before we moved in. It is in the love all this was accomplished by a group of people who haven’t met each other before.
Here is my little self-love poem for you.
A special treat and reminder for you beautiful souls out there.
Self-love.
Accept that wrinkly belly you have
Accept that rounded nose and that beauty mark on your back
Accept your feelings for that person, for that pet
Accept your mood swings
Accept your “dark side”
Accept the wholeness you are
Someone is assigned to not only hear your heart’s song but will strum your heartstrings melodically. Listen with your heart.”
― Sanjo Jendayi
When I was reading up about what strum means to me, it struck me like a chord and resonated deep within with this quote that showed up. The feeling of the love I have known for the biggest part of my life, was exactly this. Someone is assigned to not only hear your heart’s song but will strum your heartstrings melodically. What a truth this is, as well knowing what happens when the melody shifts with false notes as well and the strings of my heart were playing a different tune. Listen with your heart is a major issue when it seemingly needs to get damaged. Hurt and emotional wounds cause discord when the one who is assigned to you is out of balance. We all know this sense and feeling. It is something that requires a lot from us to keep listening with our heart. Knowing with a deep trust it will all be well, because it is done by the one who is assigned to not just heart’s song yet will strum the strings with harmony and melody.
While standing on a cliff at dawn
My heart responds to the sight and view
Standing on the cliff high up above the sea
Moved to my core I am welcoming the unknown
The energy that awaits me at the horizon.
How will this new way of life will be
Expanding into the future of this lifetime?
Letting go of your present life and
the identification you have created
In this lifetime,
as a result of your blueprint
You have created before you decided
To leave Home in order to return
To Home again.
Just sitting outside with the Sun ever so Bright
And still feeling off, just like the moments when
The clouds are creating an empty space
Within, blocking the Sun
Like the outside world is just another
Reflection of my mood today.
May I clear all energies that are stuck when it is about
My sexuality, created by the unresolved game
Between power and sexual disease.
Accepting and allowing all experiences
In past, present and future
Sweet Love, one aspect of many of love
Here I am baby, all those songs passing my mindset, after following the emotions that are being brought up again. In a different form and from a different aspect, yet the missing and sense of being alone. Or I should say, on my own again. A new process, a new beginning, and release of lingering emotions that cover the past 2 years