An early start
I am a British artist living in the North of England and I thought I’d share some of my experiences of
insomnia in case it resonates with anyone else or raises awareness about the condition.
I have had insomnia nearly all my life, indeed I have had it for 58 years – I mean, being unable to get
to sleep at all has been 95% of the problem; 5% has been that I’ve been able to get to sleep only for
a very short time, or get to sleep for a short time but not get any restorative sleep, or get to sleep
but constantly wake up.
Going through the high energy that is coming in and through these past weeks, created more and more discomfort in my body. The aches and pain, in my nerve system as well. Feeling the transmitting with a sense of electricity through my body. Temperature rises, as if I am having the hot flashes. Also switches in temperature, cold and hot are changing during the day as it goes by. My eyes seem to be affected as well. As if my vision is off somehow. Trouble to get a clear sight which is creating some difficulty with reading.
Challenging it is also with the full Moon energy that is intensifying the incoming energy as well.
Once we were the pioneers
and for a while everything we stood for was important
to share into a world which wasn’t ready Yet,
or should I say people the vast majority wasn’t
and it didn’t keep us from going forward.
I was having a conversation lately with a dear friend about the way she was dealing with the restrictions caused by this pandemic. Not obeying the rules, like wearing a mask, because she was convinced it was not helpful. By raising her energy and frequency she was sure she would not be addressed while shopping. Reiki is one of her ways to stay balanced and focused on the energy. Within as well outside of her consciousness. Her way to be a more spiritual guided warrior so to speak.
My response was I am a rebel in a different way.
If you don’t want things to escalate,
then don’t react to the energy of the moment.
Keep breathing and stay focused
on the positive outcome you visualize.
Action <-> Re-action will not heal any
troubling situation if the root of the issue
isn’t been addressed and admitted.
If you feel hurt by someone you will have a hard time finding forgiveness in your heart because you are
not yet able to see there is nothing anyone can do to hurt you. You only react to the incident and the feel
of betrayal in what kind of sense this will come to you.
They speak of words such as, “Earth”, “Mother”, “Sage” with you.
Every day, you find this space for reaching deep inside, not only inside your Self but also into Earth.
They encourage this practice you have of bringing things together.
Like seeing the beautiful skies above you and wrapping all Earth around you.
Your eyes SEE well into the hearts of those around you.
It feels like the day after, in this time span of 2 weeks when I made the decision to bring the ashes of my beloved back home. By back home, I mean in our hometown. Where we have lived for the last 26 years, at least I am. Together we spend so much time with our children and later our grandchildren. We have settled in and found our roots so to speak. Many experiences passed by during our lifetime together.
Cardinal spiritual meaning is that of love. This spirit animal wings its way into your life when you are on the horizon of a new relationship or other significant event filled with romance. … It is a push by a loved one from the “beyond,” so you keep striving towards self-empowerment and reaching your goals. The cardinal has a loud and clear whistle. Whistles are often reminders to listen closely–to pay attention to what is blowing on the winds. In the case of the cardinal, the female joins in on the whistling, which is unusual among birds. This reflects that we should be listening to the inner voice (the feminine) more closely for our own health and well-being. Since most female birds usually are quiet and camouflaged, a cardinal totem almost always reflects a need to assert the feminine aspects of creativity and intuition more strongly.
This week was all about making choices to deal with physical challenges. As much as I am trusting the energy of my light body’s awareness to pick up resistance. Normally I use more natural medication, like homoeopathy, Reiki, and crystals. Yet at times I know I must make the choice to accept assistance through the more regular medicines. I learned to trust my ability to work through these challenges. All I can do is feeling in the emotion of resistance to check what is lying underneath this energy.
